Conversation – 17

@Sheba 🦋🦋🦋🌻🌻🌻🦋🦋🦋
🌻🌻🌻
Hello Sheba, how are you?
I am really tired, finished cleaning the bathroom around 2AM. Because of my hip and leg takes time. I spoke with a lady the has a business cleaning that lives in the community yesterday. She said she was able to come by this afternoon. She texted me in the afternoon when I was in the hospital she was not able to make it. So after being at the hospital I came home to di some cleaning.
I left a post on Oodiebom post, please take a look for the details.
Thank you for the prayer. My family in Brazil are all having gatherings with prayers.
Take care Sheba 🦋 🌻 🙂 💕 💜

@taci,

Hello Taci, thank you. It will be a while before life becomes as usual, but we will get there. Please read the post I left for Oodiebom f8r the details.
Have a good weekend.

@oodiebom 🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🏝🏝🏝🏝🏝🏝🏝
🏝🏝🏝🏝🏝🏝🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🏖🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴
Hello Oodie, I can’t thank you enough for all your ideas and wonderful words. Yes we will have a long journey back to normal. Hubby will not be able to drive until six weeks.
Since we live not far from the hospital it’s not feasible to stay at a hotel. There aren’t any around the hospital that I could see. And besides I rather sleep in my own bed and be home.
The surgery is scheduled for 9AM Monday. He had the Echco cardiogram today. Also they tested for the veins on his neck. Tomorrow they will do a pulmonary function test.
And they want him to get some sleep during the day because during the night preparation for the surgery will commence. There will be three different baths scrubbing the body with antibacterial. One around 1AM on Monday morning, the other not sure and the third before surgery.
I read your post, I see your hubby’s surgery is on Monday. I am wishing him all the best, along with a speedy recovery. My family in Brazil and their friends are having lots of prayers and gatherings of prayers, I will ask them to include your husband.
It’s almost 3AM, I finished cleaning the guest bathroom took a shower had a can of tuna and a nectarine.
I am going to climb in bed now.
Sending you good vibes Oodie. I will keep you and your husband in mind.
Take care 🌴🌴🌴🌴🏖🏖🏖🏖🏝🏝🏝🏝

@shoelady60,

I am very tired because we were in a heatwave and we were outdoors. 😎✨
Thank you for the birthday wishes and yes I have seen many Butterflies all
week and I love it.

Lady enjoy the evening. 😘✨

@oodiebom,

Good evening and I hope you got some good gentle rain. Oodie you have had a week.
I am thinking of you and if your hubby has his surgery on Monday I will be very happy
for the both you. I know he is the one having the surgery but you both live with the results. ✨✨

Goodnight my friend. 😘🌹

@taci,

I will say this again thank you for the BD Shout Out. ✨💕🌹I am having a wonderful
weekend. I plan to visit my father’s gravesite as tomorrow will be his anniversary of
going home. Taci I miss him so much. ✨🌹

Happy Birthday to you too and Happy Trails. ✨💕Let’s keep Xango and hubby in
our prayers. 🌹🌹

@sheba2011

Good evening Sheba – hope you enjoyed a great day with your family. I bet you will see many beautiful butterflies tomorrow.🦋🦋 I will say a prayer in church for you both tomorrow.🙏🙏

It’s amazing how we are so connected. Like Oodie, my husband had knee replacement. Like Xango, my husband had bypass. And this was all within four months. So I know how they are feeling. Funny, my husband’s knee was planned (like Oodie) and the bypass was not (like Xango). I guess you could say we all are family.😊💖

Went to mom’s and then last minute plans out to dinner with friends. Feeling tired from running around today. Thanks for my favorite nightcap, sending hugs back to you and Poppy.🤗🥰

My Heart Will Go On
Song by Celine Dion

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more, you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go ’til we’re gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I’d hold to
In my life, we’ll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on (why does the heart go on?)
Once more, you open the door
And you’re here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You’re here, there’s nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We’ll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart and
My heart will go on and on

Tears In Heaven
Song by Eric Clapton

Would you know my name?
If I saw you in heaven
Would it be the same?
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong
And carry on
‘Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand?
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand?
If I saw you in heaven
I’ll find my way
Through night and day
‘Cause I know I just can’t stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door
There’s peace, I’m sure
And I know there’ll be no more
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name?
If I saw you in heaven
Would you be the same?
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong
And carry on
‘Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

Dance with My Father
Song by Luther Vandross

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again, ooh
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step
One final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved?
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

Hero
Song by Mariah Carey

There’s a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don’t have to be afraid
Of what you are
There’s an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It’s a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And that emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you, oh, oh
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don’t let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time you’ll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you
Mmm, that a hero lies in you

I Will Remember You
Song by Sarah McLachlan

I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun
Want to feel your warmth upon me
I want to be the one
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
So afraid to love you
But more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness
Deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me life
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

Wake Me Up When September Ends
Song by Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my father’s come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

The Living Years
Song by Mike + The Mechanics

… Every generation
Blames the one before
And all of their frustrations
Come beating on your door
… I know that I’m a prisoner
To all my Father held so dear
I know that I’m a hostage
To all his hopes and fears
I just wish I could have told him in the living years
… Oh, crumpled bits of paper
Filled with imperfect thought
Stilted conversations
I’m afraid that’s all we’ve got
… You say you just don’t see it
He says it’s perfect sense
You just can’t get agreement
In this present tense
We all talk a different language
Talking in defence
… Say it loud (say it loud), say it clear (oh say it clear)
You can listen as well as you hear
It’s too late (it’s too late) when we die (oh when we die)
To admit we don’t see eye to eye
… So we open up a quarrel
Between the present and the past
We only sacrifice the future
It’s the bitterness that lasts
… So don’t yield to the fortunes
You sometimes see as fate
It may have a new perspective
On a different day
And if you don’t give up, and don’t give in
You may just be okay
… So say it loud, say it clear (oh say it clear)
You can listen as well as you hear
Because it’s too late, it’s too late (it’s too late)
When we die (oh, when we die)
To admit we don’t see eye to eye
… I wasn’t there that morning
When my Father passed away
I didn’t get to tell him
All the things I had to say
… I think I caught his spirit
Later that same year
I’m sure I heard his echo
In my baby’s new born tears
I just wish I could have told him in the living years
… Say it loud, say it clear (oh say it clear)
You can listen as well as you hear
It’s too late (it’s too late) when we die (it’s too late when we die)
To admit we don’t see eye to eye
… So say it, say it, say it loud (say it loud)
Say it clear (come on say it clear)
Say it loud
(Don’t give up, don’t give in and don’t look away ’til it’s too late)
Say it clear
Say it loud (say it loud, say it loud)

4 my father in heaven two years tonight. 😘💕🌹Love you daddy and I miss you.

Papa, Can You Hear Me?
Song by Barbra Streisand

God – our heavenly Father
Oh God – and my father
Who is also in heaven
May the light
Of this flickering candle
Illuminates the night the way
Your spirit illuminates my soul
Papa, can you hear me?
Papa, can you see me?
Papa, can you find me in the night?
Papa, are you near me?
Papa, can you hear me?
Papa, can you help me not be
Frightened?
Looking at the skies
I seem to see a million eyes
Which ones are yours?
Where are you now that yersterday
Has waved goodbye
And closed its doors?
The night is so much darker.
The wind is so much colder
The world I see is so much bigger
Now that I’m alone
Papa, please forgive me
Try to understand me
Papa, don’t you know I had no choice?
Can you hear me praying
Anything I’m saying
Even though the night is filled
With voices?
I remember ev’rything you thaught me
Every book I’ve ever read
Can all the words in all the books
Help me to face what lies ahead?
The trees are so much taller
And I feel so much smaller
The moon is twice as lonely
And the stars are half as bright
Papa, how I love you.
Papa, how I need you.
Papa, how I miss you
Kissing me goodnight