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4 you sweet cousin.

@bichon18,

I am doing much better and I have talked with my mother or rather Face-Time her.
My mom was close to my cousin and her mom too they have known my mom since
she was a teen. This is family. My mom was very happy to hear me sounding better.

My kids are taking it hard. One daughter do not want to talk about it. Hey a couple of my
kids had arranged months ago to spend Thanksgiving in Disney World in Orlando.
They had been there since Wednesday and had 4 day passes. I am so glad they had a great
time and it was a group of them and they rented a large house and cooked their own food.

I just need to take it easy and be calm. I am always calm but I can go there at times I just
don’t like to. Oh well Lab works in the morning and I am hoping I can get there. If not
I still have a record from earlier lab work. I have a full physical and Mammo this week.

@fbn135,

Thank you FBN135 for your gif. Very nice and kind of you to post it. I am feeling a little
better. I just need a moment. I appreciate your kind thoughts.

Have a wonderful evening.

By all means; call your mom back. She will know you will be okay.

Sheba Dear;

So very sorry for the loss of your dear cousin.

Amy

Sheba, you’re welcome. You sound a little better will keep you and family in my prayers. Your cousin and auntie are “Safely Home” in heaven sending their love to you. 🌸
hugs be well Sheba.

TWD should be interesting. having internet problems and trouble posting….

Leonard Cohen
“Winter Lady”

Trav’ling lady, stay awhile
until the night is over.
I’m just a station on your way,
I know I’m not your lover.
Well I lived with a child of snow
when I was a soldier,
and I fought every man for her
until the nights grew colder.

She used to wear her hair like you
except when she was sleeping,
and then she’d weave it on a loom
of smoke and gold and breathing.

And why are you so quiet now
standing there in the doorway?
You chose your journey long before
you came upon this highway.

Trav’ling lady stay awhile
until the night is over.
I’m just a station on your way,
I know I’m not your lover.

4 you dear Cousin I will love you forever never will I forget you.

@taci,

Thank you for your kind post. I am doing fine. I just posted too soon. We all knew this
would happen at any time. The part that hurts is my Aunt her mother just pass this
year too. So the family is hurting.

Well tomorrow is another day. Hey no school for son as we are in a blizzard. Such is life.

@mightymouse,

Thank you for your advice I did not mean to say all that in my post. My mother knows I
seldom cry I keep a stiff upper lip. Somehow I just let it go. I am fine now. It just took
my breath away for a moment tonight I will have some moments and then I will be alright.

The moon will be out and I will be fine. This is no surprise as we all knew this was coming.
Hospice prepares you for this. We talked all last week she was just sleepy she gently
passed today in her sleep. I know she is in a much better place. What hurts is her mother
my Aunt just passed in late February so the family is still dealing. I am going to watch
TWD tonight as always and do what I need to do.

Thank you for your post. Let’s see how the characters handle life tonight.

@southernlights55

Thank you for your prayers. My family have been expecting this as she was in Hospice.
When it comes it’s another thing. I just had a moment been on the phone with a close
cousin who is related to her as well. I will feel fine by tomorrow. I just need to let it go.

Thank you for posting.