Conversation – 15

Journey to the Past
Aaliyah

Heart, don’t fail me now!
Courage, don’t desert me!
Don’t turn back now that we’re here.
People always say
Life is full of choices.
No one ever mentions fear!
Or how the world can seem so vast
On a journey … to the past.
Somewhere down this road
I know someone’s waiting
Years of dreams just can’t be wrong!
Arms will open wide.
I’ll be safe and wanted
Fin’lly home where I belong.
Well, starting now, I’m learning fast
On this journey to the past Home, Love, Family.
There was once a time
I must have had them, too.
Home, Love, Family,
I will never be complete
Until I find you…
One step at a time,
One hope, then another,
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was,
On to find my future.
Things my heart still needs to know.
Yes, let this be a sign!
Let this road be mine!
Let it lead me to my past
And bring me home…
At last!

@pookie123

Thank you for your kindness it is appreciated. I am doing the best I can and I hope
you have a wonderful day. 🙂

Sheba,
I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers and I am thinking about you. Love Dear Sheba. ♡♡♡

Angel,
The things you write are so beautiful. I love the spirit in your soul. Your words are so powerful. You are a special person. I wish you a happy and peaceful day.

Loaf …. Your preaching to the Choir over here in S. Cali. Cherie has spent years Staying up All Night thinking about LIFE. That is why I made the “Get to bed before 2 a.m.” resolution. I am So glad Sheba warned me that it takes a while to make the change or I would REALLY be discouraged by now. I have really missed the mark a few nights this month. Almost time to call it a night … You too @bassetbabe Night ALL

TODAY I WENT AND HAD A PEDI AND GOT MY NAILS DONE IN MY FAVORITE O P I COLOR STRAWBERRY MARGARITA.IT WAS A PLEASENT SUNNY DAY . BUT TOMORROW SNOW. MANY NIGHTS I AM AWAKE ALL NIGHT . SEEMS TO BE THE TIME I WORRY ABOUT THINGS . I OFTEN WONDER WHY WE ARE ALL HERE AND WHY WE HAVE TO SUFFER THE LOSS OF LOVED ONES . I DONT HAVE THAT ANSWER BUT THEY TELL ME WE WILL SEE OUR LOST LOVED ONES SOME DAY . I PRAY I WILL .I HOPE WE ALL WILL. LIFE IS VERY STRANGE .

Angel … Cherie is Sorry to hear how the ravages of war have affected your family and others. While reading about Napalm, Cherie just had to sit and wonder Why??? Bless You for Sharing, for your Kindness and Words of knowledge. Pets for Angel Kitty …

Sheba Dear …. Cherie has learned a thing or two about grieving. EVERYONE Grieves differently, there is NO “Real” Right or Wrong way, No set time, and this a Strong thread you have here. I have referenced in the past here that You have the Beauty, Wisdom, Grace, Strength, and Heart of Charlotte ( Like in Charlotte’s Web ( Kids & I LOVE that story) ). Sheba, I am so sorry for the pain of the Loss of a Loved one and its rippling effects. Sheba, You are an Angel for comforting Your Father and Family …. God Bless You …. Night-Nite Sheba♥ …. Night ALL

SHEBA I WENT TO SCHOOL WITH GIRL FROM TENNESSEE. WHEN SHE GRADUATED HER FAMILY PICKED UP AND MOVED BACK TO KNOXVILLE.. BACK TO HER ROOTS . ITS A BEAUTIFUL PLACE TO LIVE .YOU HANG IN AND THINGS WILL GET EASIER EVEN THOUGH YOU WILL NEVER FORGET HER .

ANGEL ITS SO NICE TO MEET YOU . BLESS YOUR HEART . ALL THESE LADIES HERE AND YOU ARE ALL SO GREAT .

SHEBA I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF YOUR AUNT . I CAN SEE HOW MUCH SHE TOUCHED YOUR HEARTS AND HOW MUCH SHE WAS LOVED . I AM SENDING LOTS OF PRAYERS AND HUGS.YOU WILL ALL GET THROUGH THIS AND I KNOW SHE KNEW HOW MUCH SHE WAS LOVED . MANY CAREING THOUGHTS AND LOVE COMING TO YOU FROM MY FAMILY .

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@sheba, I’m watching the Grammy’s with you while reading through your thread.

So sorry to read of yet another passing in your family.
I have no words to let you know how sad I am for you, your Dad and family’s loss.

Will be thinking of you. ❤️

I know this will sound a bit harsh. Please take it as my soul feeling what you will not yet allow to enter your mind. The totally of the present. it’s alright to scream, it’s alright to lash out irrationally, it’s alright to cry until you cannot see your hand in front of you. These are emotions we feel most often. A form of helplessness where nothing we say or do will turn back the hands of time and make it like like we wish to remember them. Those memories will be precious to us forever and a day. You don’t have to be the strongest rock on the pile.. Remember Peter was a weak man and God built his ministry on him. He called him his rock. My sister in Christ you don’t have to be strong, you just have to let God take charge.
It’s alright Sheba. Allow yourself to be the person you are feeling, right now at this moment. Grief is the most important part of healing a loss that will never be forgotten yet can never be replaced. When we grieve it is for what we have lost knowing there will only be memories. Think of all the good that was shared in life.. Don’t let grief destroy the happiness that was shared while life gave you the happiness of their presence. God Is Love.<3, <3, <3 Your are forever in my prayers..
Angel