Thank you Arcade Friends/Familiy,
The encouragement to go through another surgery is a hard thing for me. I have had too many of them and I just do not do to good after. The last one I asked the Lord if I could come home to HIM. But.. there was a nurse calling my name trying yo wake me up! I was soo disappointed to back in this broken body. Now here I go again, I have lost count of operations.
So before I go… I am playing that G. P. I want to do the things that take my mind off of everything. That is okay right? I should not be playing it but I knew something was months ago. That is when I found the G.P. I am not a gambler. The points show that! I like the challenge and colors. I like talking you all because you can not see then my broken heart and body.
I remember when I was a High functioning person. Now I rely on manual assistance. My 31yr marriage is in name only. After a Dr. appt. I came and was gone… it took a long time find out why.. He did not want to watch me slowly waste away. 20plus yrs in marriage I am a Military Wife to this day. I followed the little man to dif. countries. They never speak about PTSD that we can have on remote locations… Well.. I have told everyone somethings about JShine. Was it too much? Tomorrow is not promised to no one.
The happy face flowers are so pretty. Thank you.
Some did pickup I am a Christian.. Thank you, that was very touching!
Overall I am a peace maker and love people. You all make me feel happy!
have not seen any posts from Jshine. I truly hope is is ok.
I have a beautiful place and a new familiy here. I wish I knew how to send everyone the beautiful pictures. They make me smiles. :heart:
Have you seen my daily scores.. BAAAAAAD! I Want to try to get back in the game and feel normal. :cathappy: :heart:
ps.. Everyone have GREAT day. spell check left again!
Good morning JShine!:womanhappy::heart: The new meds you are taking may take a while for your body to become acclimated to. I do hope they are giving you something for your pain. Prayers are going out to you and just know that there are a lot of people here that are sending you healing energy, prayers and thoughts.:heart:
OH, I had to come back..:catfrustrated:
I need to say I was angry. The Nurse was just being kind to me however it reminded me of all the mistreatment that I have had with my doctors. I have become this person due the pain. I am sleepy but it hurts no matter how I am positioned.
I have this one med still in my body that is making me sick. while taking another to keep me from having a relapse. However I have had many close calls. in public. Tipping over and such, vision and speech. If I knew how to work the conversation I would ask to be forgiven and thank everyone personally. but I can only type one note and it takes about 15- 20mins.
over all I feel very happy here. Thank you for listening to some one you have just met. Have a wonderful day! :heart:
ps..spell check left again
My love and prayers go out to you, JShine.
Sorry you have suffered so.
Hi jshine. My prayers are with you.! Tori
I wanted a new specialist. He changed my meds… it has caused a bad the war in my body. after 15yrs shots, pills… I have told the doctor’s no more. and there is a DNR. my body hurts and it is tired. It is also in the relapse stage. the worse out of the 15 years. The commercial w/ the woman jumping in the swiming pool because she is taking a pill!!! She is actually a lab rat like I was to that doctor. Those new drugs are release after 1000 patients and a 2yr trail study. I have reported the adverse to the FDA. But, my body is showing me the Fact! I was a lab rat. :catsad:
Hi JShine! We care about you! 🙂
JShine, My thoughts and prayers are with you. Know your HSN family is here to support you any way we can. I am a nurse so I know life is not easy when you have chronic conditions and sometimes you just want to give up. I know I have held many hands and hugged and cried with many families throughtout their hospital stays. I have learned that I can not ask why to God. I pray each day I make the right decisions and have all the skills I need to care for my patients. Please know you truly are cared for by the nurses who care for you.
This is my secret hiding place. I was in need to talk.. I have no family to share my emotions with. I do have a sister that checks on me. I have watched her lately and my situation is causing her to cry too much. She is a Christian also and understands why I am at peace. I know there is a much better place waiting for my soul. I have walked with God for 25yrs.
Playing that game is calming and frustrating at the same time. I just wanted to do something I have not done before. I have been in this bed for almost 3yrs. I do not know how to make good pts. but I have some new friends I appreciate everyone and thank you for your prayers. As you can tell it takes awhile to type so this for HSN Arcade family and friends. Thank you!!!
ps.. spell check left?
Jshines, you are in my prayers sending you a hug and love :heart:
JShine.My thoughts and prayers are with you too.:womanhappy:
God with the Capitol letter I meant:)
Prayers go out to you:)
May god Bless and keep you safe:)
You are very special and so are everybody:)
It was not your time to go:)
I care for everyone and I too went through surgeries myself:)
You have a special place on Earth please keep this in mind:)
Peace an love always:)
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04.14.16 5:02 PM